THE ONLY EXCEPTION.♥/// Chapter one- Love isn’t real.

HELLO DARLINGS! So i’m really happy you guys are liking my story When Two Worlds Collide, that story isn’t finished yet but i’m going to start writing another story (: So the main character in this story is a girl named Nadia Allen. I’m in love with the name Nadia, so I wanted to make a main character named Nadia (: hahah anywhooo, this story is going to be written a little differently than my other story. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK! Don’t be afraid to be a total bitch and tell me it sucks, I like honest feedback. love you guys<3 xo

“I’m so lucky to be able to call you mine, I don’t think you understand how much you mean to me.. I love you.. I love you so much Nadia.. ” Chris said to me as he looked down at me in his arms. 

I look away from the Atlanta night sky with stars scattered across the darkness. I look up at Chris and our eyes lock. “Chris..” I say smiling at him, looking deep into his beautiful blue eyes. “I love you to.” 

I meant it when I said I loved Chris. I thought he meant it when he told me he loved me to. Boy was I wrong. Chris and I dated for a year, he was what they call my “first love”. I know high school relationships usually don’t last, but at one point in my life I remember I saw so much in Chris. I never thought he’d hurt me or cause me the pain like he did. Chris and I had it all. All of my girl friends who didn’t have boyfriends used to be so jealous of what Chris and I had, because it was perfect. That is, until Chris got into drugs.

During the last few months of our relationship, Chris got into some serious stuff- Chris started doing cocaine. He lied to me about doing it to, he knew it would ruin us. When I found out Chris had gotten into coke, I was destroyed. I didn’t want to lose him, it was impossible for me to walk away. So I tried to help him stop, and get help. I knew all along that the chances of him actually stopping were slim, but I couldn’t just walk away. After about two months of getting pushed away, lied to, and being treated like shit- I had enough. Saying goodbye to Chris was the hardest thing i’ve ever done. We’ve been separated for about four months now, and I haven’t been the same since. I used to believe in love, now, I think of it as complete bullshit. Ever heard the saying “I love you has 8 letters, but so does bullshit?” Well it’s absolutely, one hundred percent, without a doubt true. 

I’m Natasha Allen. I go by Nadia though. In brief, I have big blue eyes, and long darkish brown hair. I don’t think i’m ugly, but I don’t think i’m Miley-Cyrus-gorgeous. I’m 5’5, and 102lbs. The first thing people usually notice about me is how big my boobs are (34C to be exact) and how skinny I am. I’m underweight; not because I have an eating disorder, but because I just forget to eat sometimes, I have a lot of things on my mind and food usually just isn’t one of them. Things on my mind usually consist of my parent’s divorce, Chris, and the murder of my 18 year old sister Caroline. I’m 16 years old, and very very mature for my age. I’ve gone through more than any person should ever have to go through in a lifetime, but I like to think that all my experiences have only made me stronger. 

“Sweetie, i’m going to Donn’s house. Want to come?” my mum asks me sweetly through the door. Her gentle voice wakes me from my sleep, and I rub my eyes.

“No thanks, I kinda just want to hang out with Sam today.” I reply to my mum.

I lied. Sam has to work until late tonight, she works for a successful local restaurant and it takes up a lot of her time on the weekends. Sam is my best friend, she’s been my best friend since i’ve moved here, but i’ll tell you more about her later.

Anyways, back to Donn. I hate going to Donn’s house. Donn Avery is one of my mum’s best friends. Her son, Tim, dated my sister Caroline for three years. Their family was just as heartbroken as ours when Caroline got murdered less than a year ago. Whenever I see their family, it floods my heart with sadness as I think of Caroline more frequently when i’m with those people. And to be completely honest, Donn’s other son, Nick, gives me the chills. He’s only a year older than me, making him 17 years old, but he’s got as much facial hair as a 30 year old man. He used to date my best friend Sam, and he used to hit her. But that’s a secret she’s shared with me, and no one else; so i’ve kept it locked in my heart afraid Nick would try to hurt me or Sam if that got out. So I try my best to avoid going over to the Avery’s house.

I manage to get myself up from my bed, and stretch my limbs as I yawn. I walk downstairs and see my mum talking on the phone in the kitchen. 

I walk right past her as if I don’t even see her and open the cabinet to find some Frosted Flakes. As I over hear my mum talking on the phone, it’s obvious she’s talking to her boyfriend Kyle. She always laughs a little too much and gets a smile on her face just at the sound of his name. I miss my dad, but I like Kyle because he makes my mum happy. She deserves someone who can make her smile after everything she’s been through.

“Change your mind about coming over to Donn’s house with me? C’mon you can see Nick and Tim!” my mum asks me as she walks over towards the kitchen table where i’m sitting. 

I shake my head no politely with my mouth full of cereal. My mum giggles a little and then begins walking towards the garage door. On her way out, she begins telling me a number of things, “Nadia don’t forget the cleaning ladies are coming in about an hour, the neighbor boy is coming over in about an hour as well to help clean the pool, and oh yeah! The Markenson’s moved out. We’ve got some new neighbors, I heard their famous or something? Bye sweetie, love you.” 

“Love you” I reply back to my mum.

I wouldn’t be surprised if some celebrity moved in down the street. I live in a nice neighborhood, my mum makes a decent amount of money. She’s in the entertainment business, and helps coordinate events for some big stars. The whole reason we moved to Atlanta was to be closer to mum’s work, and because of my parent’s divorce.

Caroline and I moved with my mum to Atlanta, and to be honest, I don’t know where my dad went. My parents had an awful divorce about five years ago, it tore our family apart. I was always the girl who never thought my family would end up so broken, but it ended up shattering. My dad is an Air Force general, so he was always gone a lot. My poor mum couldn’t take it anymore, so she decided to leave him. Caroline and I were so mad at our mum for splitting up our family, but as time went on and we realized how little our dad cared for our family, and we began to understand. My dad doesn’t care to contact me, email me, call me, or anything. In fact, the last memory I have of my dad is of him leaving early one winter morning. When he said goodbye to me that morning, I didn’t know that’d be the last time we’d ever speak. 

As I said before, I haven’t talked to my dad since. We have no idea where he’s at, we have no way of trying to communicate with him. He forgot about me, and my family after the divorce. It’s something i’ve come to realize. Me, Caroline, and my mum only had eachother from then on out. Until Caroline was murdered less than a year ago. Now it’s just me and my mum.

At school, if you didn’t know my whole life story, you’d think I was perfectly fine. Boys like me, i’ve got a decent amount of friends, and other than my difficult past, i’m just a typical teenage girl. Sam is basically what gets me through the day. I don’t know what i’d do without her. She’s the only person I know I can trust. I’ve tried dating boys, but i’ve never really gotten attached to anyone since Chris. After my dad abandoned me, Chris broke my heart, and the murder of my sister Caroline- I don’t allow myself to get close to anyone anymore. I don’t think I could handle any more heartbreak and disappointment. I don’t even believe in love anymore. 

After finishing up my cereal, I hear the door bell ring. It must be the cleaning ladies. I walk to the door and greet the nice ladies. As I hold the door open for them, I glance over to the house across the street. A big moving truck is parked outside and about five men are carrying furniture into the house. One of the ladies catches me observing the new neighbors move in and says, “You’re a lucky girl Nadia.. that Bieber kid is moving in, he’s a cutie.” one of the ladies say as she flashes a friendly smile.

“What? No way.” I reply back finding that too hard to believe. 

“I’m dead serious Nadia, go look!” she says as she points towards the house.

I walk out my front door, still in my pajamas, but I don’t care. She was probably just kidding there is no way Justin freaking Bieber could be my new next door neighbor. When I said I wouldn’t doubt it if a celebrity moved in, I didn’t mean someone as big as Justin Bieber.

I walk out closer to the street, and pretend to be getting the mail from my mailbox. I look over my shoulder as I open the mailbox, and notice a somewhat tall boy with a shorter woman. The boy shakes his sandy brownish-blonde hair from his face as he looks down at the lady and smiles. Still smiling, he catches sight of me. Holy shit, it is Justin Bieber. I can feel my heart beating so fast, as if it’s about to explode from my chest.

I awkwardly look away as he catches me starring at him and pretend to be looking in my mailbox again. 

“Hey!” I hear a boy’s voice say from behind me, I turn around to put a face to the unfamiliar voice.

Holy fuck. Justin Bieber is standing next to me, at my mailbox. I look like shit. I just woke up, i’m not even wearing a bra. 

“Hi” I respond sweetly with a smile. “You’re moving in?” I say as I look away from his gorgeous big brown eyes and at his new house. I can see why so many girls have Bieberfever, Justin without a doubt is sexy. He’s legit flawless. 

“Yeah I am! Hahah, what are you doing?” Justin responds to my question then asking me a question as he looks at my open empty mailbox. 

“Just getting the mail!” I say back to Justin. Phew, good thing I had an ‘excuse’ to go outside, or else I would’ve just made myself look like a total creep.

“The mail? Mail isn’t delivered on Sundays.. hahahha” Justin replies. He’s laughing and gives a playful smile.

I can’t think of a response so I just laugh along with him. Shit, so embarrassing. First time meeting the guy and he thinks i’m a total creep.

“Justin! Come have some lunch!” the lady Justin was talking to before yells from a distance.

“Kay one sec momma!” Justin responds as he turns around to face his mum.

“That’s my momma, Pattie, well i’ve got to go- but hey, what’s your name?” Justin says as he holds his hand out. I shake it while responding, “I’m Nadia- Nadia Allen.” Justin smiles as my hand shakes his. His hands are warm and soft. They bring chills to my body as I feel them touching mine. I’ve never been obsessed with a celebrity, and I most certainly don’t have “bieberfever”, I wouldn’t even call myself a “Belieber”; but I gotta admit, the kid does have talent, and it was unreal getting to meet him like this. 

“I’m Justin.. nice meeting you Nadia” Justin replies. Justin begins to walk away. He looks over his shoulder and gives a smile. His smile is breathtaking, the kind of smile where it’s impossible to not smile back when seeing it. Without knowing it, i’m smiling back at him and waving goodbye. I quickly shut my mailbox and begin to walk back into my house. Shutting my front door quickly behind me as I walk into my house. I then collapse on the chair near the door.

Not only is Justin amazingly good looking, but Justin seems so different than other boys.. so genuine and something you don’t find everyday.

No Nadia, stop it. Love isn’t real. So stop these stupid little 2nd grade crush feelings. Justin Bieber sure is charming, but i’m not going to allow myself to open up to more hurt. Not even for mister heart-throb Justin Bieber. 

Chapter thirtythree- Searching.

Buzzzzzz. Buzzzzzzzz. The sound of your phone vibrating on your desk next to you wakes you up. You rub your eyes, and stretch your arms above your head before reaching for your phone. You pick up your phone and answer it without even looking at who’s calling. “Hulllllllooooo?” you say as you yawn. “OHMYGAWDDD! I’ve only called you about 20 times, wake up sleeping beauty!” It’s your best friend. “So uhm.. CLAIRE IS HAVING A HUGE PARTY TONIGHT! So wake the hell up, and let’s go to the mall and get something hot to wear.” Claire is having a party, holy shit, yessss! You suddenly go from having no energy to being wide awake. Ahh. Her parties are always insane, everyone goes to her parties- when I say everyone, that includes everyone from school, and usually a couple celebs. “Holy shit no way? Kay, meet at the mall in 20 minutes.” you say into the phone as you quickly get out of bed. “Sounds good chicka! Love you boo, bye!” you make your way over to your mirror, and throw your bed head hair into a messy bun. You slip on some flip flops and throw on some sweats. “Keys.. keys.. keyss..” you mumble to yourself as you search your room for your keys. You see them sitting next to your laptop, and snatch them as if they were about run away from you. You see your laptop is still on the link to ‘Runaway Love’ that Justin sent you. You bite your lip and close your laptop. For the first time in awhile, you don’t feel so empty today. Even though you don’t know what’s going to happen between you and Justin, if anything at all- but just the thought of him coming back into your life excites you. 

“WOW! I fucking told you to contact him _____! I told you he still cared.. but noooo, no one ever listens to me.” your best friend says to you as the two of you stand in front of your bathroom mirror getting ready for Claire’s party. You’ve showed her the messages from Justin and she’s just as excited as you are about them. “Oh shut up.” you say laughing at your best friend. “Ahhhh, i’m so excited for you! Eeeep!” your best friend says turning her attention to you. You laugh at her excitement, and flash her an ear to ear grin. “So have you replied to him? Tried to contact him? What’s your next move?” your best friend asks you. Shit. What is your next move? Do you just reply to all of his messages after you ignored him for so long? You think it’s best if you and Justin talked in person, but you’re not sure. You stop fixing your hair and turn to your best friend giving her a puzzled look. She looks back at you and scrunches up her face and says, “Hmmmm..”. The two of you stay silent for a moment but then your best friend breaks the silence by saying, “Holy fuck, have we forgotten who our little Claire is? I bet you tons of celebrities are going to be there tonight.. including mister Justin Bieber! I don’t see why he wouldn’t be.” She’s right, there’s a huge chance that Justin will be there tonight. You feel a rush of excitement enter your body as if you’ve just been electrocuted. You jump up and down and do a little happy chance as you squeal. Your best friend laughs at you and slaps your ass. “Short enough dress there? Whorin’ it up for Justin tonight ehh?” your best friend says to you with a giggle. “You know it.” you reply. You give her a wink and look in the mirror. Your dress is really short. But at Claire’s parties.. everybody doesn’t give a fuck, they just come to grind and have a good time. The majority of the girls wear skimpy little outfits which usually end up off by the end of the night. Claire’s parties fall under the category of ABC parties. (ABC= anything but clothes). Everyone hooks up, her last party was basically a giant orgy. You run your hands down the sides of your tight short red dress as you look in the mirror. You bought it from some expensive boutique store today while shopping. The dress is strapless, and looks like something a hooker would wear. Your best friend bought the same dress except in black. You both look great. You walk over to your closet, and grab your red 4-inch heels. You loved how they made your legs look. “Fuckkk, what the hell California! Come back sunshine.” your best friend pouts as she looks out your window. You walk over towards the window, and look at the sky filled with darkish clouds. “Shit, well we should head over soon then, I don’t wanna get all wet and ruin my dress.” you say as the two of you continue to lookout your window. As your best friend finishes up her primping, you grab your keys and the two of you make your way to your convertible. Your heart is beating fast- your body is exploding with feelings of nervousness and excitement. You really hope Justin goes tonight, just the thought of seeing his face again gives you butterflies. Lyrics from the link that Justin sent you to his song ‘Runaway Love’ start to play in your head. Searching low and high, know that i’m not giving up, i’d give it all up for us. I won’t stop until I find my runaway love. 

It’s a little after 7pm, and you and your best friend are just arriving at Claire’s house. Whoops did I say house? I mean mansion. Claire is filthy rich. Her dad owns some successful music company and makes some serious bank. Claire’s house is probably as big as the White House. You park your convertible down the street. As you and your best friend get out of the car, you feel small raindrops hit the top of your heads. You both walk as fast as you can manage in heels towards Claire’s house and put your hands over your heads to block you from getting wet. A ton of people are there already. You and your best friend walk through the entrance, and say hi to some people you know. You have no idea where Claire is, but you’re not too concerned. The odds of you finding her are slim, there were so many people you’d get lost in the crowd if you tried. ///// You’ve been at the party for a good hour now. You’re having fun, and everyone else is to without a doubt. Most of the people have had something to drink, and are trashed. Basically the whole bottom floor of Claire’s house was filled with people, and the 2nd floor was reserved for hooking up where a lot of people were also. You’re standing with a group of girls you know from school, just having a good time. You lost your best friend, but she’s just probably off with Dylan somewhere. You’ll find her later, your main concern at the moment is Justin. You haven’t seen him yet. Your eyes are constantly wandering hoping to find his face. No luck so far though. One of the girls in the group you’re talking with suddenly gasps then says, “Don’t look now ladies… but Justin fucking sexy Bieber 12o’clock!” none of the girls seemed to listen to the ‘Don’t look now’ part of what the girl just said. They all turn around and to see him. You stand there awkwardly, pretending to be playing with the hem of your dress. “Oh yeah.. didn’t you date Justin _______?” says the same girl who just spoke before. She flashes you an awkward smile realizing you’re Justin’s ex. “Yeah I did.” you reply back giving her a fake reassuring smile. You want to turn around so bad and look at him. You take a quick glance over your shoulder. There he is. Justin. You can feel your heart beat so fast, it feels as if it’s about to explode from your chest. He’s wearing black pants, a grey v-neck t-shirt, and some purple supras. His hair is cut a little shorter from when you last saw him, but it looks great. His big beautiful brown eyes suddenly meet with yours for a moment. You feel like there is someone inside your stomach doing cartwheels and other types of flips. You get the same old butterflies you used to get when looking at him. Justin takes a double take as he realizes it’s you, and his jaw drops a little as if he’s just seen a ghost. “Who the hell is that girl with Justin?” a different girl from the group says. Girl? You see a tannish girl with pretty silky long hair suddenly tug on Justin’s arm and smile up at him. He takes his eyes off of you and focuses his attention on her. This is what you were afraid of- that some other girl would find out how amazing Justin is. You feel your heart sink into your chest. Any hope of you and Justin fixing things that those messages brought you quickly disappears. You knew you shouldn’t of given your hopes up, expectations lead to disappointments. You look at him on last time. The girl has her arm wrapped around his. Justin looks over to you again. Shit, here come the waterworks. You look away. You turn to the group of girls you were talking to and say, “I’ll talk to you guys later. I have to go to the bathroom” lie. You make your way through the crowded room, and head towards the door that leads to Claire’s backyard. ///// Her backyard was your favorite part of her house. It’s like something you’d see on MTV cribs. As you walk out the doors, you’re on her deck that overlooked her beautiful yard. It’s raining pretty hard by now, but you don’t even care anymore. No one was outside so that’s where you wanted to be. You just wanted to cry. You walk down her huge stone staircase that leads to her actual yard. You’re watching your step as you walk because you don’t want to slip. You decide to just kick off your heels and rush down the stairs. You feel your feet touch the wet grass, and run through her yard to a bench you see in the distance. You reach the bench and plant yourself on it. A couple yards away from you is a lake. Yes, her hard is so big she has a lake in her backyard. You sit on the bench and watch the droplets of water as they let hit against the paddle boats parked out on the water in front of you. It hasn’t rained in a long time, but you like it. The rain beats down on your face hiding the tears running down your face. Your makeup is probably streaming down your face to, but you don’t care. You just wish things could be the way they were. Justin. Just the thought of his name brings ache to your heart. The moment of when you and Justin’s eyes locked replays in your head. You sob and shake your head trying to erase the thoughts of him. Your hair is drenched, and your dress is ruined. You could care less though. You stare out into the lake watching the rain hit the water. Suddenly a familiar voice calls your name. “________!” then the voice gets louder as it gets closer. “_______!” you turn around and feel your heart skip a beat. Justin was running towards you. He was soaking wet but he didn’t seem to care. You stare at him as he approaches you and find yourself unable to speak.  

Chapter thirty- Real life.

“Hey biotchh, hurry up! We’re going to be late for class.” your best friend says to you as she leans onto the locker next to yours. You grab your chemistry book, and shut your locker. “It’s not like we’re in a rush to get to chemistry anyway.” you reply back to your best friend as you spin the lock on your locker a couple times making sure it’s secure. Your best friend giggles and says, “That’s true.. but Darian is in that class.. he’s SO hot.. he’s fun to look at.. and you know he’s totally into you to, you lucky bitch..” you laugh as you and your best friend start walking towards your chemistry class. “You have Dylan anyways, so shut your mouth.. and yeahh, he’s hot and all but I don’t know…” you say to your best friend. You know what’s holding you back. Justin. No matter how hard you try to convince yourself and everyone else you’re over him, you still have feelings for him. “It’s Justin huh..?” your best friend says to you. Her voice is comforting because she knows you are strong about it on the outside, but on the inside it hurts like no other. 

Since the day you ended things with Justin you’ve been hurting. After you walked away, Justin tried calling and texting you multiple times for about 5 days. You didn’t respond to any of them. You were angry with him. As time has passed, the more you analyze the situation, you don’t even understand why you were angry with him, it’s not completely all his fault. Over thinking how you walked away from him and ran away from the most amazing guy you’ve ever met kills you. At first you were completely devastated, you felt empty and you practically wanted to die. But your family, best friend, and some of your other close friends helped you get through that stage of the breakup. Now on the outside your the same old confident gorgeous you. You’re still popular and your life is good, you can’t complain. You see all the different sexy boys throwing themselves upon you for the taking, but you just can’t seem to take interest in anyone. It just doesn’t feel right. You can’t stop thinking about Justin. You wonder if he ever feels the way you do, you wonder if he hurts like this- probably not.. I mean you’re the one who was foolish and walked away because you were scared. But he didn’t run after you. Texting and calling you for a couple days means nothing, he should’ve at least tried to stop you. You know, like some romantic scene you’d see in a movie like The Notebook- where the guy would grab the girl and pull him against her and kiss her as the rain showered them, blah blah blah.. but this is real life, that doesn’t happen. As you’re sitting in your seat in chemistry class pretending to listen to what the teacher is saying, your mind continues to wander on with this subject. Justin. Just the thought of him still brings butterflies to your stomach, but now it also brings an ache to your heart. He passes your mind multiple times a day, and you wish he didn’t. You miss all the little things about him that made you happy.. the way he’d rest his hand on your knee while driving, those hot nights when you and him got intimate- when he was all around you, the taste, the scent, and the feel of him. Those nights when you’d fall asleep in his arms, and his heartbeat was the last thing you heard before going to sleep. Everything about him haunts you. But you and him couldn’t be together.. no matter how perfect you were. Things weren’t going to work out. To this day you know what you did was right, but your heart hates you for it.

“Earth to ________.” your best friend says to you as she waves her hand in front of your face. You haven’t even realized it, but the bell has rung and chemistry is over. You wasted that whole class period daydreaming and thinking. You immediately snap out of it, and look up at her smiling and say “Whoa sorry I was daydreaming.” the smile on your best friend’s face fades, and she looks concerned. She knows you were thinking about Justin. It’s crazy how well she knows you, sometimes you think she might even know you better than you know yourself. “_______…. have you thought about calling or texting him? You clearly really had feelings for him.. this isn’t healthy for you, being sad all the time.” you get up from your seat and pull your school bag over your shoulder then say in an convincible tone, “I’m not sad all the time” your best friend raises her eyebrows at you and shoots you ‘shut-the-fuck-up-you-know-i’m-right’ look. She was right, but you are too stubborn to admit it. “I’m serious!” you say laughing. Your best friend rolls her eyes at you. You and her begin walking down the hallway, saying hi to people to you know. “So anyways miss debbie downer.. it is Friday night you know, and Dylan, Claire, Darian, and I planned to go downtown tonight for the premiere of that new movie Ashley Tisdale is in, wanna go?” your best friend asks you. Before you have the chance to respond she adds, “Oh yeah, guess who wanted me to make sure that you’d come with us… Darian” your best friend says to giving you a nudge and a wink. You laugh at her as she nudges you. Why not? You begin thinking to yourself. You deserved to go out on a date with an attractive boy, you’ve been hurting for too long. “Yeah sounds fun, come over in like an hour so we can get ready together!” you reply to your best friend with a smile on your face. “Sounds good to me chicka.” You’re now in the parking lot, and you and your best friend get into your cars parked right to eachother. She blows you a kiss as she backs out of the parking space and drives away. You then start up your convertible, and make your way home. 

You, your best friend, Claire, Darian, and Dylan are all driving along the highway in Dylan’s Ford Escape on your way to the movie premiere. You’re all laughing, talking, singing to the radio, and having a good time. You’re sitting next to Claire and Darian in the backseat. While your best friend and Dylan are laughing about something in the front seat, Claire is telling you and Darian some story about her sister when she went to Europe last summer. Claire is one of your good friends from school, she’s hilarious. If you didn’t know her personally, you might think she was on drugs. Claire also was beautiful. Claire is thin, and tall. She models for a ton of companies. Her green eyes are beautiful next to her fair skin tone, and her blonde hair is always perfectly straightened and hangs right below her boobs. As Claire continued on with her story, you looked at Darian who was sitting on the other side of Claire. He catches you starring at him, and you blush a little. Darian was gorgeous. He’s sexy, and you don’t know why you’re not falling for him. He could have any girl at school he wanted but he wants you. You wish you could want him back. You’ve talked to him, and he’s a genuine sweetheart. He’s tall, and muscular- he’s a big athlete. He has short dark brown hair. He’s naturally tan, and his blue eyes look like ice on fire. He’s got a smile that many girls fall for, but not you for some reason.. I guess it’s cause he’s just not Justin. 

Chapter twentyfive- If I never met you.

You’ve been back in California for about 2 weeks now. Justin occasionally leaves for a day or two to go preform somewhere in the states, but other than that the two of you have been inseparable. You’ve got a little over a month before school starts, so you’re just trying your best to make the best of what’s left of summer. //// It’s about 10:20am Wednesday morning, and you’re at your best friend’s house sitting on her bed talking with her. Your best friend turns on the tv, and some reporter is interviewing Roxy. “That stupid bitch. I can’t believe she did that to you.” your best friend says to you as her eyes continue to stay glued to the tv. “Yeah.. I don’t get it either.. but it’s whatever, Justin and I are fine so i’m happy.. screw her, change the channel.” you reply to your best friend. “AGREED” your best friend says back to you as she changes the channel. The two of you watch Degrassi for about an hour and then your best friend gets up and says “Gahhh I have work in an hour.. I gotta go soon, sorry dude.” you stretch your legs and start to get up while replying “Don’t worry about it, I have a photo shoot and interview today in about an hour to.” Ever since you’ve been dating Justin hundreds of companies have asked for you to model for their companies. Hollister, Abercrombie, Coach, Urban Outfitters, Dior, Chanel, Juicy Couture, Chritian Luboutin, different magazines, and so many other companies want YOU to model their stuff. Today you have a photo shoot and an interview with Seventeen Magazine, you’re going to be their cover girl for the August magazine. “You’re life must be oh so tough.. while i’m serving people frozen yogurt you’re having people take pictures of your gorgeousness and ask you questions about your amazingness.” your best friend replies to you in a sarcastic tone. She smiles at you, and you smile back while laughing at her comment. You love that about her, she’s such a unique person. She can literally make anyone laugh. Before you have the chance to reply, your best friend then adds “Tomorrow my dad is letting me take our family’s boat out to go out on the water, Dylan is coming, would you and Justin want to come? It’d be fun!” you then reply “Yeah that sounds like a ton of fun! I haven’t gone boating like at all this summer, i’m seeing Justin tonight, so i’ll ask him then!” your best friend smiles big and then says “Aight, just text me if you two love birdiess are coming with us!” you giggle a little at the way she said that. As you’re grabbing your keys and walking out her front door you reply back, “Okay will do. Bye!”

You’re at the photo shoot for Seventeen Magazine, and you’re shocked that they would want you on the cover of their magazine. They’ve wanted Lauren Conrad, Miranda Cosgrove, Miley Cyrus, and so many other beautiful famous people.. and now they want you. A nice lady just interviewed you for the magazine and now you’re sitting in a spinny chair as a man is doing your makeup. He’s friendly and easy to talk to. He’s gay, but that type of stuff doesn’t matter to you. He’s making you laugh and feel comfortable. Now he’s moving onto doing your hair, he brushes through your long wavy dark brown hair and says, “Damn girl you’ve got some sexy hair!” you giggle a little and say “Thanks you to.” the man laughs a little and continues to talk to you while doing your hair. You decide to check your phone. You’ve got 4 unread texts, and one is from Justin. You don’t care about any of the other texts besides the one from Justin. ‘Justin: Hey baby:) i’m stoked to see you tonight. just wanted to text you to remind you that i love you.’ Awwww. You can’t believe how lucky you are. You don’t even notice as a smile appears across your face as you reread the text and then reply, ‘Justin I love you. I love you so much. I love you MORE. :)’  the man doing your hair notices you smiling and says, “Someone must’ve just gotten a cute text” you look in the mirror at him as he does your hair and reply, “mhmm” and smile. He then finishes up the last few touches on your hair. “DONE! Damn I am good. You’re lookinn’ gawwjuss girly” the man says to you. You smile and thank him, then look in the mirror. Your hair and makeup does look really good, he did a great job. You have on a lot of foundation and bronzer, but it doesn’t look fake. You have on a tannish eyeshadow mixed with some smokey grey tones, accompanied with some black eye liner. Your eyelashes look really long, longer than they’ve ever been. You’ve got on some light pink glossy lipgloss, that makes your smile look great. Your hair is styled in a natural way. It has a little more volume than usual; it’s got a natural curly look and it looks really shiny. You smile at yourself, you feel beautiful. ////// “______ look over here babydoll! Give a big smile” the photographer says to you. Posing for the pictures is really fun. You’re standing on a white sheet and their is a white background behind you. You’re surrounded by different cameras and camera tools, and people all smiling at you trying to get the perfect picture of you. You’ve got on a yellow strapless sundress. It’s short, and it’s really cute. You hope they let you keep it after the shoot. A fan is blowing so your hair gets that whole model affect. After about 10 minutes of taking your picture, the shoot is finished. All the photographers and people that work for Seventeen Magazine come up and thank you and shake your hand. “We’ll send you the pictures from the shoot as soon as we can, thank you so much for coming ________!” the main photographer says to you while waving. You grab your purse and your keys and head out to the parking lot to your convertible. 

Once you get home you go in the kitchen. You’re mom and sister are sitting at the table talking. “Heyy” you say to them with a friendly smile. “Well someone looks gorgeous!” your mom says back to you. “Was the shoot fun?” your sister asks you. “Yeah it was a lot of fun, I can’t believe i’m going to be on the cover of their magazine.. but yeah it was a ton of fun. I’ve got to go get ready, i’m hanging out with Justin tonight” you reply back to your sister. You walk over and kiss both of their cheeks and make your way to your room to get ready for tonight. You’re excited to see Justin. It’s crazy how the two of you have been dating for about 2 months now and you still get the same old butterflies fluttering away in your stomach when you’re getting ready knowing you get to see him soon. //// It’s about 5:30pm. You’re all ready and Justin is about to be at your house to pick you up any minute now. The butterflies still continue to flutter around in your stomach because you’re so anxious to see Justin. You’ve got on a navy Hollister top that shows a little of your stomach. The shirt is loose but tightens at the end, it’s your favorite shirt. It makes your stomach look really tan. You decide to throw on some light blue denim shorts. They’re a little too short, but you don’t care, hopefully Justin will like them ;) You put some black flats on your feet, and spray perfume all over your body. Your hair and makeup still looks amazing from the photo shoot earlier, so you don’t do much to those areas except wipe off a little of the foundation. Suddenly you hear your mom yell, “_______! Justin is here!” you make your way to your bed where your purse is and grab it. You walk out of your room and walk down the stairs to your front door. Justin is talking with your mom and dad. You love how great they get along. Justin looks as good looking as usual. He’s got on black pants, yellow supras, and a grey shirt on. His hair looks sexy as usual, and his brown eyes make your heart rush as he looks up at you. He notices you as you’re walking down the stairs, and looks up at you. He smiles as you smile at him. You skip a step at the bottom of the stairs and jump on him. “Hey you” you say to Justin as the two of you are laughing a little. Your dad then pats Justin on the shoulder, and your family walks into the living room and you and Justin walk outside to his Range Rover. It’s warm outside, and the California air feels great. You and Justin are walking side by side to his car. 

Justin and you are driving as the sun is going down. The sunset is breathe taking as usual. You see Justin pull into the parking lot of the beach the two of you first went to together- the one where the two of you went after Justin returned your phone to you. It’s crazy how much everything has changed in 2 months, your life is so different. You’re filled with absolute happiness as you look out into the water, replaying memories of you and Justin from that same spot before. The sun is setting, and the sky looks beautiful with all the different bright colors. Justin gets out and then rushes over to your door to open it for you. You love how he does that for you, it’s classy and sweet. Right as you get out, you pull him in for a kiss, a long kiss. Once the kiss comes to an end you say “This is where…” you’re interrupted by Justin as he adds “Where we first came and got to know eachother. Our first date. I know, that’s why I wanted to come here. This is the day 2 months ago, I returned your phone to you and we came here.” You’re smiling and there is no way you can express how happy you are. As Justin says that you feel even more butterflies flutter around in your stomach. “Ever since that day i’ve been the luckiest girl in the world. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.” you pull him towards you and kiss him. You feel his fingers as they go through your hair. “I love you” Justin says as the kiss comes to an end. You back away a little and turn towards the beach and then say, “I love you Justin.” you say with a smile then you add, “But I love you.. moreee!” Justin grins big and says, “No no no none of that bullshit missy, I couldn’t fight back when you said that over text earlier but i’m not letting you get away with it now, come here!” he says rushing over towards you. “No! Justin just accept the fact that I love you more!” you say while running away from Justin. As you start to run on the sand, you kick your shoes off and continue running. Justin kicks his off to, and continues to chase you. You reach the shore of the ocean, and you can smell the salty water as it crashes down against the sand. The sun is still setting in the background, but it’s almost no longer in the sky. It’s getting darker. Justin catches up to you and grabs you from behind. “Noo Justin!” you say while laughing. Justin tickles you all over, and you can’t stop laughing. “I’ll stop once you admit that you know that I love you more!” Justin says to you. You’re laughing still from all the tickling. Justin then stops tickling you and you catch your breathe from all the laughing he just caused you. Justin just stands there looking at you as you smile while your hands are on your knees. You smile as you’re catching your breathe still. You look out into the ocean next to the beautiful sky and enjoy what’s left of the sunset. Justin then walks closer to you and says ”________, I don’t think you understand how much I love you. I know I love you more.” Justin says to you while grabbing your hands and pulling you closer to him. “How do you know?” you reply back to him looking away from the ocean and directly into his eyes now. Justin pulls you closer, and put his arms around you. “If I never met you.. i’d have never of known what love is like… With every hug, kiss, smile- everything you do gives me this indescribable feeling.” Justin says to you in a genuine tone. The butterflies in your stomach are fluttering around more than ever, you’re speechless. You and Justin stare into eachother’s eyes, as the sun noticeably disappears from the sky in the background. You pull Justin closer and say, “Baby that’s exactly how I feel. I can’t even put my feelings into words-..” Justin interupts you by pulling you in for a kiss. The two of you are kissing on the beach shore, with the cool sand below your feet. The feeling of his soft lips against yours while his body is pressed up against yours is something that never gets old. The two of you kiss for about 5 minutes and he looks down at you as the two of you smile at eachother. //// The two of you begin to walk towards the black Range Rover parked in the distance.  As you walk further and further away from the place where you and Justin first went together, you couldn’t be more happy with what you and Justin are. You and Justin are perfect. You have his heart, and he has yours. You hope this never changes. You wish you could lock your heart and Justin’s heart up together, and throw away the key. As Justin opens the door for you he says, ”I’ve got some people I want you to meet babe.” he says with a smile on his face. You don’t know who he wants you to meet, but you’re just excited to spend more time with him. “Alright” you reply to Justin flashing him a smile back. You look out your window at the night sky next to the beach one last time before Justin begins drives away. That place had a magical glow to it, all because of the magical times and memories you made there with Justin. 

Chapter twentyfour- Thanks Roxy.

You can’t find the strength to get up and collect your things. You’re so hurt and shocked that you just witnessed Justin and Roxy kissing. You NEVER thought he’d do that to you, you trusted him and this is what happens. You begin to wonder what Justin was trying to say to, you didn’t even let him explain. You regret running away so suddenly but it was just what your first reaction was when you saw the situation. You feel like everything is falling apart, and you wish it wasn’t. You wish you understood why he’d do that to you, why he’d throw everything away that the two of you have. These are the thoughts that kill you. You can’t stop crying, and you don’t care. It feels good to let it all out. Your heart literally aches- you can see why it’s called heart break. You position yourself against the edge of the bed, sitting on the floor. You are looking out the window, trying to calm yourself down. You’re gazing out at the stars, just thinking about everything. Tears are still streaming down your face, but you’re not sobbing anymore. You don’t know what to think or do.

You begin to lose track of time as you’re sitting there starring out at the night sky. Tears still are streaming down your face, and you press a button to light up your cell phone to check the time. 11:30pm. Fuck. Justin is going to be coming back to the hotel soon. You think it’s too late to ask for an explanation of what was going on with him and Roxy. You ran away, and it’d just be awkward. More than anything you want to see him again, but you can’t. You won’t do that to yourself. You need to stay strong. You’re good when it comes to boys, you can’t let Justin tear down your walls and make you insecure like most other girls are. You like that about yourself. How you’re confident and you know what you deserve. But still, more than anything you just want Justin.. but you can’t. You somehow find the strength to get up and make your way to the full length mirror. Tears still continue to stream down your cheeks, and your makeup is messed up. You grab a tissue and whip the black from under your eyes, and take off the rest of your makeup. Your hair still looks gorgeous, but your dress has stains from tears dropping on to it from your face. You don’t even care. You take off your dress and change into jeans, a long sleeve white Abercrombie t-shirt, and a navy warm vest. Your hair still looks good, so you leave it. You put on some moccasins and begin to pack all of your stuff. //// Packing all of your stuff is harder than you expected. It’s hard to watch yourself walk away, but you know it’s what’s best. You begin to cry harder again, but you don’t stop packing. You’ve got your suitcase on the bed, and you’re almost done. You pause for a second and look over to you and Justin’s bed, all of Justin’s stuff, and memories of the two of you begin to flood your mind. You sit there in silence as the tears come down even harder. Who knew one person could effect you this much. I guess it’s true what they say, “Everyone’s going to hurt you, you just got to find the ones worth the pain.” Justin was definitely worth the pain you’re feeling now. You may not admit that, but you know it’s true.. You somehow manage to stay strong and not totally break down at the thought of him and you again. Tears still roll down your face, but you continue to pack.

You hear the door to your room open slowly. Fuck. That’s the only thing running through your mind. This is what you wanted to avoid. You turn around immediately and see Justin standing there. His eyes are irritated and watery, you can tell he was crying. He then sees you and tears roll down his face again. Tears are streaming down your face to. Right as he sees you he says, “_________! I’ve been looking every where for you! I need to explain, please let me explain. Please, just let me explain.” Justin walks towards you and you turn your head. Tears are uncontrollably rushing down the sides of your face right now. You usually hate crying in front of others because you think it makes you look weak, but this time you don’t even care. “Justin.. I don’t understand why you’d do that to me.. I never thought you’d hurt me..” you reply back to him. You still aren’t looking at him, and you zip up your suitcase and pull it down to the ground and begin to walk towards the door. “You have to stay strong, you can’t give in. He cheated, you deserve better” is what you keep saying to yourself. “_________! Stop!” Justin says, you pretend to not hear him and you walk down the hallway. You feel weak and you’re getting that feeling of ache in your body again. You can’t walk any further, you just want to stop and cry. Justin runs after you, and grabs your arm trying to make you stay. “You’re right. I’d NEVER do that to you, i’d never hurt you. _______ you don’t understand. I know it sounds like bullshit but I was laying on the couch in that room because I had a headache and Roxy came in there and just kissed me… you can even ask Barb, she got me advil cause I had a headache.. I sware _______… please just believe me.. I can’t lose you.. I can’t…” you look up into Justin’s sad eyes. His voice is quivering from how much he’s crying now. You’re both hurt, and now you feel like a total bitch. You do remember that lady saying she brought him advil, and that does sound like something Roxy would do.. you shouldn’t of jumped to conclusions right away. Justin then adds before you can say anything back, “I told Roxy to leave me alone and she won’t be preforming with me again.. ever..” you begin to cry hard again. You don’t understand why you let Roxy do this to you. It’s her fault. No, actually this is your fault. You knew she was trying to go after Justin, and you let her get to you. “Justin.. i’m so sorry..” you pull him close to you, and the two of you hold eachother while tears run down both of your faces. You and Justin are still standing in the hallway. You and Justin’s eyes are both puffy and red from all the crying. Justin’s expensive wardrobe from the AYT awards has tear stains and is completely ruined from running around trying to find you. Both of you look kind of scary, but both of you don’t even care who sees. After the night the two of you had, the only thing the two of you care about is being in eachother’s arms. “Baby we drive back to Cali tomorrow, can we please just forget about all of this? You have no idea how much you mean to me.. I wish I could show you how much you mean to me.. but I can’t show you the world.” Justin says to you. Your tears begin to dry up, and you’re getting that butterfly feeling again. You knew Justin would never hurt you, you can tell he means it when he says he cares about you. You back up a little holding onto his hands. You look into his eyes. As you see the tears drying on cheeks, you feel yourself uncontrollably shed another tear and bite your lip. He really cares about you. You hurt him so bad, it’s all over his face. “I’d really like that… Justin I love you so much. I never want to lose you. The thought you cheating on me practically killed me.. i’ve never felt anything this strong with anyone.. you’re my weakness.. I need you in my life.” Justin then wipes the tear from your cheek, and gives you a smile. You smile back. It feels so great to be smiling at eachother again. You both kind of giggle at how awful you both look. “I love you ________.” Justin says as he grabs your hand and grabs your suitcase. The two of you make your way back to the hotel room. Then lay in bed together looking out the window at the night sky. It’s about 2am, and you’re both just laying there in complete silence. You know he’s awake, and you’re wide awake to. You feel so thankful. You thought you’d never get to feel his arms around you again. You both just lay there wide awake enjoying eachother’s presence. This whole situation in your opinion has made the two of you even stronger as a couple. You both now realize how terrible it would be to be without eachother. You and Justin appreciate eachother more now. Suddenly, Roxy enters your mind. But for the first time it’s not a negative thought.. because of her, you and Justin are stronger and better than ever. She made the two of you realize how perfect you are for eachother. “Thanks Roxy” you think to yourself. 

Chapter twentythree- You’re a piece of trash bitch.

The music for ‘Overboard’ has already started to play and Roxy is singing. “It feels like we’ve been out at sea, whoaaaa. So back and worth that’s how it seems, whoaaa.” You’re actually kind of shocked how good of a singer Roxy is.. she’s going to be really famous one of these days you know it. Justin is standing on the other side of the stage watching her singing. He looks so amazing, you can’t believe he’s actually yours.. he’s too good to be true. Justin then pulls the microphone to his mouth and begins to sing, “never understood when you’d say.. wanted me to meet you half wayy, whoaaa” Justin and Roxy begin to walk closer together. Their arms begin to pull each other closer and soon enough they are in each other’s arms both singing, “I’m overboard- and I need your love to pull me uppp, I can’t swim on my own. It’s too much” you look down at your lap because you can’t handle watching Roxy and Justin. Tears begin to fill your eyes, but you refuse to let them fall. Stay strong, it’s just a song. You think to yourself. Taylor looks over at you and sees that your upset, “_____ are you alright? Sweetie, cheer up.. I know how Roxy has been trying to steal Justin from you, we all do, it’s obvious.. but to be 100% honest she’s got nothing on you.” Taylor says with a reassuring smile on your face. She puts her hand on your leg and you put your hand on top of hers and say “thanks” with a smile. The tears from your eyes dry up, and you feel better. Taylor is so sweet. As you’re watching Justin and Roxy finish up ‘Overboard’ you’re proud. Justin did do a great job. Your boyfriend is so talented. Taylor’s right, you have nothing to worry about. They are just preforming.. Justin doesn’t actually have feelings for her.. well you hope not. They haven’t taken their eyes off eachother, and as they sing the last few words of the song they are smiling at each other, and the crowd goes crazy. Everyone loved the song. Justin and Roxy hug eachother and wave then walk back stage together. “He did great! See no worries, the song is over, go give him a big smooch for how good he did” Taylor says to you. She smiles and continues to clap with the rest of the crowd. You nod and smile, you make your way out of the row, and walk up the center way to get around to backstage. The cameras are following you, and one man asks to interview you real quick. “_______! You must be so proud of Justin, he did amazing!” the man says then holds the microphone up to your face. You smile and respond, “I’m extremely proud, he did amazing! I’m on my way backstage to tell him how amazing he did” the man brings the microphone back to his face and looks into the camera saying, “AWWWW!” he then looks back at you, “So rumor has it Roxy Adams, Justin’s ex, the girl he just preformed with, still has feelings for him.. how does this all make you feel?” shit. You don’t know how to answer this question. He brings the microphone to your face and you bite your lip. He’s waiting for your response, and you finally say “Well.. I trust Justin! So i’m not worried” you say giving the camera a reassuring smile. You then walk away and continue to make your way to the security guard in front of the doors that lead backstage. You walk up, and he recognizes who you are, and he opens the door for you.

You’re back stage walking down a hallway. There are a lot of rooms and you don’t know where to go. “Justin! Justin!” you start to yell. A lady from a room behind you gets your attention, “excuse me miss.. I believe he’s in that room right over there!” she points to a room where the door is partially closed down the hallway then adds, “I just went to give him some advil cause he had a headache. He should be laying down on the couch in there!” you smile at the lady and say, “Oh alright! Thanks so much!” she nods and goes back in to the room she was in before. As you near the room the say, “Justinnnn.. are you alright? That lady said you weren’t feeling too well.. you did great baby” you begin to push the door open and you see Justin laying on the couch and Roxy bending over the couch. They were kissing. You feel your heart shatter. You’re speechless, you don’t know how to respond to this. “Well you look like you’re fine.. so I think i’m just going to go home.” Roxy and Justin look up at you and Justin sees the tears about to burst from your eyes. “No baby.. no baby, you don’t understand! I was laying here and..” you interrupt him and say, “Justin. I don’t want to hear it. I knew you were too good to be true. I can’t handle any of this anymore, i’m going home.” then you look over at Roxy who has a smirk on her face, “you’re a piece of trash bitch”. You can’t hold the tears in anymore. You feel them as they flood down your cheeks but you don’t care. You let them out as you rush out of the room. Justin gets up after you and catches up to you, “NO ______ you don’t understand! Please you mean the world to me. Roxy kisssed me! She means nothing to me…”  you interrupt him again “Justin, I don’t have anything else to say to you” you continue to walk away and make your way around the backstage area and manage to get away from Justin. “_______! Please you’re not letting me explain!” you hear him yell from a distance. You don’t care, you just want to be gone. You walk out a back door. You have no idea where it leads to. You’re now in a dark alley and you see cars rushing on the street nearby. You walk to the street and wait for a taxi. You wait about 2 minutes, and a taxi pulls up beside you and you get in. You look kind of scary. You somewhat resemble a raccoon right now from all the black mascara running down your cheeks and under your eyes. “You okay sweetie?” the cab driver says to you. “Yes i’m fine” you reply. Then you give him the name of your hotel and he drives you there. Before you get out you hand a $50 bill and say, “Can you wait about 10 minutes? I need another ride to the airport.. I just need to get my things” the cab driver takes the money from your hand then says, “Yeah i’ll be right here! Take your time”. You smile and get out of the cab car. You walk in the hotel and pretend like you don’t notice the weird stares the employees are giving you. You go up to your room, and you tear up as you see the bed where you and Justin laid together. You begin to cry even harder when you see all his clothes scattered around his suitcase. You can’t handle it anymore, you fall down to your knees and just break down. You’re bawling. You don’t even care if anyone hears you crying, you’re hurt. You’ve never felt heartbreak quite like this. 

Chapter twenty- Roxy Adams.

You’ve been traveling with Justin now for about 4 days. You’ve gone to different states with him just watching him preform and supporting him. You’re both enjoying each other’s company and this whole trip has been so much fun for you. Now you, Justin, Scooter, Pattie, and the rest of Justin’s crew are all on the tour buses driving to New York City where Justin’s next performance will be. //// At the moment, your head is resting on Justin’s shoulder as the two of you are laying down watching a movie. Justin picks up a rubix cube on the table next to him and begins to solve it. “There is no way you’re going to get that solved. Those things are so hard, i’ve never seen someone solve one of those. I hate those.” and within seconds Justin holds the solved rubix cube to your face and looks at you and winks, “Never say never babe”. You roll your eyes and laugh. You rest your head back on his shoulder, and the two of you continue laying close together watching the movie. You both are silent as your warm bodies lay close together. Scooter then walks in the part of the bus where you and Justin are and breaks the silence by saying, “Bieber, I told you that Roxy was going to be joining us for your next few concerts right? She’ll be the opening act and sing with you for ‘Overboard’.. it’s really going to help her get her career started.” Justin sits up immediately looking kind of worried, “Uhmm.. no you didn’t tell me Roxy was coming…” you look up at Scooter and Justin with a confused look. Scooter shrugs at Justin and replies, “Sorry kiddoo.. nothing I can do..” Scooter then walks away as Justin groans and collapses back onto the bed the two of you were laying on before. “What’s wrong Justin? Who’s Roxy..?” Justin grabs your hand and sits up then replies, “Roxy Adams.. well i’m going to be honest.. Roxy is my ex.. she’s a new star.. and I guess she has to preform with me a couple times for good publicity or whatever.” you raise your eyebrows and remove Justin’s hand from yours. You look away and look down at the bed. You’re worried. You don’t want some stupid famous bitch to come and steal Justin from you.. you don’t want her to ruin everything. Justin notices how you’re worried and he sits up and pulls you close to him, you hesitate at first but then you give in. You can’t resist, being in his arms is the best feeling you’ve ever felt. Justin then runs his fingers through your hair while saying, “Baby… don’t be like thatt.. I love you. There’s a reason her and I didn’t work out, so don’t worry about anything baby.” you smile up at Justin and kiss him. Justin kisses you back and holds your face close to his. You then decide to get up from laying in his arms and position yourself in a straddling position on top of him. You both are kissing hard and things are about to get hot and heavy. You both are kissing harder and harder and he starts to rub his hands up and down your sides. You both notice the bus has come to a stop but neither of you care. You both continue to kiss eachother and he starts to move his hands up your shirt. Suddenly the bus door opens and a girl’s voice and Pattie’s voice startle you and Justin. You move yourself back into a normal cuddling position and you and Justin giggle a little. On the other side of the bus you and Justin hear Pattie yell, “Justin! Justin! Roxy is here! Come here hunny!”. Justin gets up and shakes his hair in front of the mirror by the bed. You wonder why he cares what his hair looks like.. I mean it’s just her.. you start to feel yourself get a little jealous. You take a couple deep breathes. Justin looks at you while looking in the mirror and notices that jealous look on your face. You disguise the jealous look with a smile quick and Justin smiles back and turns around to kiss your cheek. He grabs your hand and says, “C’mon baby” you take his hand and he leads the two of you to Pattie and Roxy. ///// You see Pattie talking to a girl about your height. Roxy is thin, and has medium length blonde hair. She has swoop bangs and beautiful green eyes that look amazing next to her medium darkish skin tone. You feel yourself start to get a little jealous of this girl and you wonder why.. you’ve never been jealous of another girl. You’ve never been insecure. You’ve never been ‘cocky’ though, but you’ve always had confidence in your looks. Were you only getting jealous of Roxy because she once had Justin? Whatever it was, you didn’t like it. She has the whole goodygood vibe going on and she seems to win all the adults over with her charm. She sees Justin and smiles big showing off her flawless white smile. “Justin! I’ve missed youu! You’re looking great!” Roxy says as she runs up to Justin. You’re holding hands with Justin but she doesn’t seem to care or even notice. She runs right up to him forcing him to let go of your hand. As Roxy hugs Justin, Justin hugs back but then shortly after lets go. Roxy continues to hold on and with her arms still around him she backs up a little saying “Justinn, how have you been?!” flashing him another grin showing off her smile. “I’ve been great.. Roxy this is my girlfriend _______” Justin says grabbing your hand again. Justin then turns to you and smiles and you smile back, Roxy notices the two of you exchange smiles and Roxy then glances over at you and her smile fades as she says, “Ohhh, I didn’t even see you there… how rude of me. Hi i’m Roxy.” you give her the same attitude she gave you, and you give her a fake closed mouth smile and then say back, “Oh hi, i’m ________”. Roxy then flashes you back the same fake closed mouth smile. Justin then walks behind you and wraps his arms around you and Roxy then walks back over by Pattie who is now talking with Scooter and everyone. Roxy goes on to say hello to everyone while you and Justin stay back. “I don’t like her..” you say to Justin. Justin holds you tighter and then says, “Oh ________… I know she comes off as a bitch.. but who knows maybe you guys will become the besssttttt of friends”. Justin says in a sarcastic tone, then kisses your cheek. Whatever, you don’t care. I mean you’ve got Justin.. that’s all that matters to you. You’re not going to let some bitch get in the way and ruin your time with Justin. This is such a fun experience, you just hope these next couple days go by fast.. you don’t know how much more of this Roxy bullshit you can handle before you blow. You can tell Roxy has no boundaries, who knows what she’s going to try to pull.

Chapter fifteen- You take my breathe away.

You park your convertible down the street, behind the row of cars also parked to go to your grandparent’s party. You and Justin are getting out of your convertible, and begin to walk towards your grandparent’s house. You playfully bump into him and lean on him, then grab his hand. Your grandparent’s live on the beach. You love going to their house because it’s so pretty and peaceful. /// There are a lot of people here for your grandparent’s party already. Probably around 300 people. Your grandparents are well known, and have a lot of friends. You and Justin make your way through the house, and out the back door where most people are hanging out enjoying themselves by the beach. Your grandparents have violinists and other music going on. There are streams of lights above your heads and it’s very well decorated. Everyone is dressed about the same way you are, it’s casual but not too casual. People are noticing Justin, and some are starring. Suddenly a little girl in a pink dress comes up behind you and Justin, and tugs on Justin’s shirt. “Excuse mee..” the little girl says in a quiet voice. Justin immediately turns around and sees her and smiles, then bends down to get at her level. “Hi cutie, what’s your name?” Justin says with a big smile on his face. You’re watching his interaction with the little girl, and you can’t help but to smile, he’s so sweet. “I’m Sammy.. are you Justin Bieber?”, Justin laughs and nods while saying, “Yes i’m Justin Bieber, hi Sammy.” The little girl then cups her hands over her mouth, and smiles big. She doesn’t say anything, she just jumps and hugs Justin. Justin laughs and says, “I like your dress Sammy, it’s very pretty”. The little girl flashes Justin a big girl showing off her smile missing a few teeth. The girl looked about 5 or 6 years old, she was adorable. Then she looks up at you and says, “Oh my gosh! You’re Justin Bieber’s girlfriend! You’re so pretty! Can I have your autographs!” You smile sweetly back at the girl, “Aw you’re too cute”. The little girl hands Justin a pen and a piece of paper. Justin signs it, and then adds a note saying ‘Never Say Never Sammy :)’. Then Justin returns the paper to the little girl. The little girl looks down at it and smiles, then looks up at you. “Can I have your autograph to _______? Please” you smile, and give Justin a confused smile. You’re not sure why she’d want your autograph, but you sign it anyway. You return the paper back to the little girl and she looks down at it and smiles, then runs off into the crowd of people. You look at Justin and before you say anything Justin says, “My big belieber family kind of thinks of you as famous, they all know about you. I hope all the autographs and other celebrity stuff doesn’t bug you..” Justin says to you as his smile begins to fade. You grab his hands and give me a reassuring smile, “No babe it doesn’t bug me, don’t worry”. You actually kind of like it sometimes, it’s cool to know that people think of you as famous. But sometimes it’s really annoying and you don’t understand how Justin can put up with him all the time. 

You and Justin are walking around and talking to everyone at the party. You’ve introduced Justin to basically all of your family, and they all love him. They expected him to be some stuck up teen celebrity, but once they talk to him they automatically love him. You love how Justin can prove people wrong like that. Your sister is on Justin’s back right now, he’s giving her a piggy back ride over to your mom. Your parents love Justin, and your glad. It’s nice to have a boyfriend that your parents approve of. Your sister is starting to get over the fact that Justin is ‘Justin Bieber’ the more she spends time around him, she loves him to. Justin and your sister get along as if they were sibilings and watching them get along so great brings a smile to your face. Justin drops your sister off and then makes his way back over to you. He casually walks back over to you and flashes you a sexy smile. Justin’s white pants are rolled up so the sand doesn’t get them dirty, and he’s barefoot. His plaid flannel shirt is unbuttoned a little more than it was before, and he looks sexy. You’re barefoot now to, most people who are outside are. Justin is nearing you and he reaches his arms out, and in response you reach yours out to him. You both pull eachother close together and smile at eachother. You wrap your arms around his neck, and you both look over at the ocean. The sun is setting and it’s beautiful. You can hear seagulls and smell the salty water. You close your eyes and take in the moment, and look back up at Justin smiling. /// Most people at the party are eating right now, but you and Justin already ate. “Wanna take a walk with me on the beach Mr. Bieber?” you say with a smile. “I’d be honored” he replies grabbing your hand. You both start walking towards the water more. You’re talking about random things that come to mind. You love how Justin is so easy to talk to, he’s like a best friend and boyfriend all in one. You stop and bend down to pick up a seashell you find in the sand, and Justin watches his feet as they sink in the sand. You walk a little further out and toss the seashell in the water, and then just stare into the sunset while still standing there in the shallow water. You love the view sunset, expecially against the water, it’s absolutley beautiful to you. Justins walks up behind you and holds you from behind. As you feel his arms around you, you slowly grab them and hold them while they hold you. You look as if you’re under a trance from the beauty of the sunset, you suddenly mumble “It’s kind of ridiculous how beautiful the sunset looks against the water, no matter how many times i’ve seen it before it never fails to take my breathe away.” You and Justin are silent for just a moment, and he replies back to you “Now you know how I feel everytime I see you.. I would think that i’d be used to your beauty by now.. but everytime I see you, it’s like the first time I saw you.. you take my breathe away.” Justin says with a sense of sincerity. You feel like you’re in a movie or something, this is too perfect. You turn so you’re facing Justin. You grab his hands and smile while looking into his eyes, “Justin, where have you been all my life? I mean seriously, you’re too good to be true. How is possible to find such an amazing, flawless guy? .. and best of all.. he’s all mine.” You can suddenly see a big smile slowly appear on Justin’s face. He’s blushing a little, but it’s cute. “Well good, I don’t want to be anyone else’s but yours ______”. His smile fades as he licks his lips, and slowly moves closer to yours. He kisses you softly, then pulls back just a little to whisper, “I mean it when I say I love you ______.. I know we’re only 16 but i’ve honestly never felt this way about someone.. maybe I don’t know what love is, but if this is love.. i’m glad I get to share it with you, i’ve never felt so complete.. you’re my world _____.” It’s those butterflies again. They are flying around your stomach like crazy now. You feel the exact same way about Justin. You’re smiling at him and you reply, “Justin.. I love you.. so so much..” then before he can say anything, you pull him in and kiss him hard. You both stand there and kiss eachother passionatley for about 10 minutes. The sun is going down in the background, and once it’s noticeably dark you and Justin look up at one another and smile. You then grab his hand and lead him out of the water, and back towards the party in the distance.